Tonight a few things have been raised that have made me question myself, and what I want from life. As always, my thought processes go around and around in circles, and to try to make sense of them I find myself putting the thoughts into a more tangible form.
What I want to be.
I want to be what everyone wants. A person that I like, a person I respect. A person who can trust, and be trusted. A person who loves, and is loved. I want to be a person comfortable in my own skin. I want to be the best person I can be. I want to be a person I can be proud of.
What I want to do.
I want to do whatever it takes to move on from a very bad place. I want to make my life happy, fulfilling and fun. I want to do things that make me feel good. I want to look towards a fantastic future, for myself, and for my children. I want to beat depression and live life, not endure it.